Saturday, April 30, 2011

Fresh from the bathis..

Friday, April 29, 2011

one day without me

If one day i'm bereft of life, i wouldn't want you to cry..
And i wouldn't want you to think that life is wry..
And if that day comes and that day starts w/o me,,,
i just want to tell you "im sorry"
for the many things that i didn't get to say..
For all the many things that we didn't do together everyday..
If one day i didn't respond after you call my name,,,
please understand that i'm needed there, so an angel came..
If tomorrow starts without me, live that day and all that will come..
Just think of the days we shared together, and all the fun..
Be brave.. Be very brave and please be strong..
You know i'll be watching you from above..beside our Father's throne...
I will always be everywhere around you, wherever you are..
Didn't i tell you that i am goin to be your star?
So if one day, you'll wake up without me, don't think that we are apart..
Coz i am always with you as long as im right there in your heart..


Thursday, April 28, 2011

dear little sister...

I barely remember because i was
just about to turn 4years old. But
i know i was so happy that i will
have someone to play w/after
4years of being a sole child.
Everybody loves you and i held
my head up high cos i was so
proud of u.
Everybody would say: "what a
cute lil child" and id proudly tell
them, "ofcourse! Thats my lilsis"
and then i would kiss ur chubby
cheeks after.
I saw how excited mom and dad
was in waiting for your first
word to utter.
We were there to guide u when
u were starting to learn how to
walk and to make sure that if you
lose ur balance, u wouldnt trip.
You know whats my favorite?
It's when you're sleeping beside
me. It's when i watch you
sleeping cos you look so peaceful
in your deep slumber.
While your eyes are closed, i
would put my fingers in your
palm and unconsciously, u would
clench ur fist. It's like you're
trusting me so much for u to
hold me back.
I miss those times when you
would ask me anything that u
barely understand, you look at
me as if i know everything. It
feels like i'm a supersister and
you extol me.
Then you went to school and you
made friends. But it's ok coz i
know, at the end of the day,
when u get home, i would still be
ur number 1 friend.
I remember, i was havin class
and u were in grade 2. Your
classmates went to my class and
said u were crying and ur bully
classmates made u cry. In a rush,
i was there for u.
Years passed, and we grew
apart, but not in distance. You
learned how to taunt me. You
were already not enjoying my
I remember when u were in
grade 6, u and ur friends
planned for a picnic at the beach.
Mom never asked me to, but i
insisted to come with you. I
know its against ur will. But i
didnt care. Cos i was just scared
of the superstitious beliefs in our
town about the sea taking life
once in a year.
For you, i was too tight and dont
trust u.
For me, its love and fear that i'm
goin to lose u.
You excel in the field that you've
enjoyed much. And i was a proud
sister. But what hurts me the
most? Its the fact that i'm ur
older sister & ur supposed to
respect and listen to me. But
instead, u told to my face the
things u can do that i can't...
So for many years, i've
learned to live alone. The four
corners of my room are the silent
witness of my lonely years.
I've known your first heartbreak,
but you didnt bother to come to
For years, you've neglected me,
ive been idle..i've been useless..
For a long time, i've felt that.. until
1 day,uv been hurt badly by the 1
u love and u said to me: "ate,
puwede bang ikaw na lang
bestfriend ko?"
with tears in my eyes and a lump
on my throat, i replied: "kaw lang
naman kasi, di ka lumalapit"
i felt needed and important
Things went ok for a while until
you've found another person
who became important to u.
Then we went back to zero.
Sometimes i wish once in a
while, u become weak again so u
would need me again.
But the fact is, you're a stronger
than i am.
My soul is yearning for respect
from you. My heart is craving for
that sweet lil child who used to
look at me with paramount value.
I may never get it again from you
and i stopped hoping.
But know that, for me, you're still
my lil sister that i have to protect
from everyone. I forgave u coz ur
my little sis. And i respect u not
because ur my sister,
but because i love u..


Sunday, April 24, 2011

25 messages from waidee

some random messages i have edited

its cola.. its sweet.. its chewy.. its chupachups... :)

>my chupachups moments

Friday, April 22, 2011

You taste so good.. Oh cornetto..

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Oras na para umuwi

Galing ako sa mahabang biahe..

Basta ko naisipang umuwi

parang may naudyok sa akin para bumalik sa amin..

Pagka-uwi ko..

Malayo pa lang, nakita ko..

Andaming tao..

Madaming mesa at upuan..

Kumpulan sila insan

kumpulan din ang mga kapitbahay..

Anong okasyon?

Abril pa lang..
Malayo pa ang piesta..

Si anti, kausap si papa..
Hindi ko na sila binati,
mukhang masinsinan ang pag-uusap nila..

Ngumiti ako sa mga tao

ngumiti ako sa mga nakasalubong ko..

May mali..

Dati pagkadating ko pa lang,
malayo pa lang ako,
binabati na nila ako..

Bat parang anglungkot ng paligid?

Pumasok ako sa sala..

Nadatnan ko sila lola,
si mama, si bunso at kapatid kong babae.

Sa masaya kong boses,
binati ko sila:
hi girls! Namiss niyo ko?

Si mama, biglang umiyak
tinawag ang pangalan ko..
ngunit hindi patungo sa direksiyon ko.

"mama, sandali, san ka pupunta"

hagulgol ang kanyang sagot..

Sinundan ko siya ng tingin..


Ngayon ko lang napagtanto..



Nanginginig ako..




Tumabi ako kay mama..

Dumungaw ako..



Tumulo ang luha ko...

Nilibot ko ang aking mga mata..

Kelangan kong tanggapin..

Ang sakit...

Pero oras na..

Kelangan ko ng umuwi...


basa na ko.... basang basa....

dinampian mo ako...

ramdam ko...

nakaramdam ako,,..

ng panginginig..

nakaramdam ako ng pagkakilig.....

naramdaman kita...

sa bawat pagdaan mo

sa aking murang katawan...

sa bawat pagpasada... sa bawat sulok...

mula sa aking itaas....

dinaluyan mo ako..

hanggang sa makarating ka sa aking katawan...

ninamnam ko....

bawat ginhawang nilukob mo sa aking pagkatao....

sa bawat parte ng katawan ko....

naramdaman ko....

basa na ko....

basang basa na ko....

di ko muna ito ititigil....



kelangan kita....

ooooohhhhh tubig!

sige pa, magbabanlaw na ko.... :p


Wednesday, April 20, 2011

my messages for you... by vhonskall

sorry for the typos... :D

i just want you to...

all i want is to love you...
loving me back is a bonus...

i want you to LAUGH...
be worry-free

i want you to smile
and be happy

i want you to be ok,

i want you to forgive me for the things i dont mean to say or do

i want you to understand everything about me

i want you to believe and trust me
because doubts wont help us

i want you to miss me,
so i know i am important and needed...

i want you to love me...
just make sure you feel it too....

chupachups part two

parang tanga lang. :D

Friday, April 1, 2011

Chupachupz namin.. chupachupz
Dadathugz' cap

ilocos, im coming!