i know... i see...

i know...
you're unreachable...
but i can't help it...

i see...
you're beautiful..
and you know it...

your songs give me feelings i never felt before...
its like wind that makes me soar...
your soundcloud account is where my playlist at...
your picture on my wallpaper makes my phone look hot...

your name on my newsfeed makes my day...
i read your status, whatever you might say...
i guess you love pizza, i wish i got enough dough...
i got this huge crush on you, and i cant take it low...

everybody wants you,, that i know...
we're exactly opposite, that i see...
in my head, i hear your silent 'no'...
but i just want these words to be free...

i know....
im not your type i'm far from it..
and its just a crush...

i see ize sy,
you give me hype, you should know it..
you give me that rush...

~vhonskall


para kay crush ize sy

crazy, stupid love movie quotes

 

Jacob: I'm going to help you rediscover your manhood. Do you have any idea where you could have lost it?


Hannah: I'm here to bang the hot guy who hit on me at the bar.
Jacob: Jacob.
Hannah: Jacob! Sorry, Jacob...
Jacob: Do people still say "bang"?
Hannah: I do. And we're gonna bang!


Robbie: You wanna talk about The Scarlet Letter, Ms. Tafferty? All right. Well, the A they're both wearing - I think it stands for "asshole." Wanna know why? Because they fell in love and love is for stupid assholes. And this book is just about a bunch of assholes who fell in love, like assholes, then had to die, like assholes. I'm sorry about all the "assholes."


Jacob: The war between the sexes is over. We won the second women started doing pole dancing for exercise.

Cal: I'm so mad at you. I'm really mad at you for what you did. But I'm mad at myself too. Because I should not have jumped out of that car - I should have fought for you. Because you fight for your soul mates.
Emily: I miss you.


Cal: I will never stop trying. Because when you find the one... you never give up.

Kate: As you know Robbie's shining moment this year was when he set a school record for cursing in an eighth grade English class.
[gets up and writes on blackboard]
Kate: Asshole. You're familiar with that word, Mrs Weaver?
Emily: Yes, I am and I've spoken to the Principal...
Kate: Asshole. As in someone who tells a woman he'll call and never does. Asshole. As in someone who uses honesty to get a woman into bed with him but is actually full of shit, like the rest of them.
Emily: [looking at Cal] This is not about Robbie...
Kate: Asshole. Someone who allows a woman to go downtown for 45 minutes because he's nervous!
Emily: Ewww!


Cal: I have loved her even when I hated her... only married couples'll understand that one...



This isn't an original or ground-breaking movie but Crazy Stupid Love quotes has managed to combine a perfect blend of comedy and drama with a lot of heart and charisma, bringing an invigorating mix that makes the cliches work in a way that is fresh and painfully real.The story gives us a glimpse into the rare moments that bring two people together and what tears them apart providing and intelligent and sophisticated romantic comedy that cuts above the rest boasting pithy dialogue and great performances from the cast, especially from Steve Carell and Ryan Gosling who provide great chemistry together. Crazy Stupid Love may be predictable but it somehow works!


Our Rating:








Directed by:
Glenn Ficarra
John Requa
Written by:
Dan Fogelman
Starring:
Steve Carell - Cal Weaver
Ryan Gosling - Jacob Palmer
Julianne Moore - Emily Weaver
Emma Stone - Hannah
Analeigh Tipton - Jessica
Jonah Bobo - Robbie Weaver
Joey King - Molly Weaver
Marisa Tomei - Kate
Beth Littleford - Claire Riley
John Carroll Lynch - Bernie Riley
Kevin Bacon - David Lindhagen
Liza Lapira - Liz
Josh Groban - Richard





[first lines; Cal and Emily are at a restaurant looking at the menu]Crazy Stupid Love Quotes
Cal Weaver: Oh! So full. You were right, I shouldn't have eaten all that bread. Wanna split a desert?
[Emily doesn't reply and Cal looks at her]
Cal Weaver: You okay? You seem a little off.
Emily Weaver: Yeah, I'm just trying to think about what I want.
Cal Weaver: Yeah, me too. Why don't we just say it at the same time? One, two, three...
[at the same time]
Emily Weaver: I wanna a divorce!
Cal Weaver: Creme brulee...
[Cal looks up at her in shock]




This isn't an original or ground-breaking movie but Crazy Stupid Love quotes has managed to combine a perfect blend of comedy and drama with a lot of heart and charisma, bringing an invigorating mix that makes the cliches work in a way that is fresh and painfully real.The story gives us a glimpse into the rare moments that bring two people together and what tears them apart providing and intelligent and sophisticated romantic comedy that cuts above the rest boasting pithy dialogue and great performances from the cast, especially from Steve Carell and Ryan Gosling who provide great chemistry together. Crazy Stupid Love may be predictable but it somehow works!


Our Rating:








Directed by:
Glenn Ficarra
John Requa
Written by:
Dan Fogelman
Starring:
Steve Carell - Cal Weaver
Ryan Gosling - Jacob Palmer
Julianne Moore - Emily Weaver
Emma Stone - Hannah
Analeigh Tipton - Jessica
Jonah Bobo - Robbie Weaver
Joey King - Molly Weaver
Marisa Tomei - Kate
Beth Littleford - Claire Riley
John Carroll Lynch - Bernie Riley
Kevin Bacon - David Lindhagen
Liza Lapira - Liz
Josh Groban - Richard





Crazy Stupid Love Quotes Page 1 | 2 | 3
[first lines; Cal and Emily are at a restaurant looking at the menu]Crazy Stupid Love Quotes
Cal Weaver: Oh! So full. You were right, I shouldn't have eaten all that bread. Wanna split a desert?
[Emily doesn't reply and Cal looks at her]
Cal Weaver: You okay? You seem a little off.
Emily Weaver: Yeah, I'm just trying to think about what I want.
Cal Weaver: Yeah, me too. Why don't we just say it at the same time? One, two, three...
[at the same time]
Emily Weaver: I wanna a divorce!
Cal Weaver: Creme brulee...
[Cal looks up at her in shock]


[as they're driving home from the restaurant]
Emily Weaver: Aren't you going to say anything? Almost twenty five years of marriage and you have nothing to say?
[Cal doesn't say anything but just stares ahead]


[continuation of their drive home]
Emily Weaver: Okay, you're not talking and you know that only makes me talk more. You know, but...I mean, maybe that's good! You know? Cause maybe I'll just say it, maybe...maybe I'll just tell you I slept with someone!
[Emily looks at Cal who has still makes no response and is still gazing ahead]
Emily Weaver: David Lindhagen, from work. You met him at the Christmas party, the one with the...
Cal Weaver: Please stop.
Emily Weaver: You're the last person in the world that I'd wanna hurt, Cal.
Cal Weaver: If you keep talking I'm gonna get out of the car.
Emily Weaver: But I think the fact that I did it, it just shows how broke we are
Cal Weaver: Okay
Emily Weaver: How much...how much we really need...
[Cal calmly throws himself out of the moving vehicle so he doesn't have to listen]
Emily Weaver: Hey! Oh, my God! Cal!
[Emily stops the car and runs towards Cal]
Emily Weaver: Are you okay?
Cal Weaver: I'll leave tonight. I'll sign whatever you want, just please stop talking about it.
Emily Weaver: Okay.


[after Jessica has accidentally walked into Robbie's bedroom and caught him jerking off]
Robbie Weaver: I'm sorry you had to see that.
Jessica: No, you know, I should have knocked.
Robbie Weaver: Just for the record, I think about you while I do it.
Jessica: Robbie!
Robbie Weaver: I have this picture of you and I look at it the whole time.
Jessica: Stop it!
Robbie Weaver: I love you, Jessica.
Jessica: I am actually begging you to stop it!
Robbie Weaver: And I know you're seventeen and I know I just turned thirteen, which is the same age your little brother, but soon our age difference won't even matter. Which is good, because I'm pretty sure you're my soul mate.



Jacob Palmer: I think we should start approaching women tonight. Are you ready to go?
Cal Weaver: I miss my wife.


[Jessica receives a text from Robbie who's texting her whilst in class]
Robbie Weaver: [text message] Hi, Jessica. FYI, Demi Moore is fifteen years older than Ashton K. They really seem happy. Love, Robbie.
[Jessica sends text reply to Robbie]
Jessica: [text message] Robbie, please stop. You are making me very uncomfortable.

talo ang mga numero

Dear cc:
nalulungkot ako kasi aalis ka na..
Punong puno ang utak ko ng mga numbers.
5 - 5years ang age gap natin...
But i don't care. Age is just a number. At outnumbered ang age gap natin, age mo, at age ko sa bilang ng pagmamahal ko sayo.
Mahal kita in a million ways, million times, imultiply mo pa yun ng paulit-ulit.
4 - 4years kitang inantay. I was 15. 19 na ko ngayon. Sasabihin mo pa rin bang puppy love? Eh sa talagang mas attracted ako sayo kesa sa mga girls na ka-age ko. Di mo ba nahalata kaseryosohan ko?
3 -3months na lang, aalis ka na. :-( kung kelan napalapit ako ulit sayo, kung kelan nararamdaman kong nagkakatime ka na sakin, saka ka naman lalayo. Malungkot na masaya. :-(
2 - 2 days na lang, makikita na ulit kita...
Hindi ko nga alam kung tayo na ba. Pero di mas mahalaga sakin, magmahalan tayo diba?
1 - una? Isa? Oo cc... Nag-iisa ka lang sa puso ko.. Matatapos ang teenage years ko na ikaw lang minahal ko ng ganito.. Mas nagniningning ka pa saking paningin sa kahit anong bato sa diamond dash.
Sana friday na.. Gusto na kitang makita at mabigay to sayo..
Mahal ko... :-)
.
Love,
dd

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dear dd,
you thought about numbers and yes, i thought about it too...
Naflatter ako 4years ago nung sinabi mo na mahal mo ako.
Yes you are cute and charming, but i thought di ka seryoso.
So i shrugged my shoulders and binalewala ko mga sinabi mo.
You were just 15, and baka gusto mo lang ako kasi nachachalenge ka. Though matured ka mag-isip at nakikita ko mabait ka. You are sweet.. But i'm afraid part lang to ng teenage years mo..
You were 15 and i was 19. Ika nga papunta ka pa lang pabalik na ko. Sabi ko, playful years mo pa lang to.
So naging communication lang natin eh text at fb. Madalas nga binobola mo ako, which made me smile most of the time.
Four years later, nagulat ako. Mga salita mo naging seryoso. Mahal mo pa din pala ako.
Maybe it's time not to think how young you are. Or the difference of my age to yours.
Tama.. Talo ang mga numbers na to sa mga times na pinabilis mo ang tibok ng puso ko pag kasama kita.
Sa bilang ng mga beses na napasaya at napangiti mo ako sa mga banat mo.
Kung ang candy crush pwedeng magkaroon ng 1000 lives dahil sa cheat, ako 1 buhay lang kuntento na ko. As long as you're in it. I don't need any cheat.
I love you dd... Mas importante yun kesa sa anumang number. :-)
and don't worry, mapalayo man ako sa'yo, ikaw naman ang pinakamalapit sa puso ko.
Mahal ko. :-)
.
Love,
cc

the undead

I walk slowly passing these fast-pacing people...
The world is in motion and i feel so little...
I stare in blank not really drawing for attention...
I can't feel anything,, numb in emotion...
But Not so numb,,, i feel cold.. Very cold...
Maybe i just needed someone to hold...
I miss that warm fuzzy feeling inside..
I hate this apocalypse, the darkness it provides..
Wandering in the vicinity where we used to walk...
We used to laugh together, now i can't even talk...
I groan, i mumble, im rotting where you can't see...
I yearn, i crave for something we can't be...
Undead... Walking without soul..
Im incomplete.. I used to be whole...
I have a Broken heart and a Broken brain...
Letting my all get used to feel all the pain...
Let's walk my fellow undead, let's search the food to feed our souls...
Beware to the humans who'll hit our brains and make us fall...
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wala lang... Nanood lang ng warm bodies.. :-)
and ganyan pakiramdam ko nung broken ako...
parang patay lang. Nasa grocery ako nun...

broken mirror

...Mirror, mirror on the wall...
...She dropped you just like that, now you're on the floor..
...Many adored you, many would love to have you..
...But she was the lucky one who got you..
...mirror, mirror on the wall..
...I know you've given your all..
...but your use is long overdue...
...there's someone better than you...
...but she could've given you an extra love & more care...
...like how you showed her what she wants to see everytime she stare..
...but no, she dropped you just like that & broke into pieces...
...after you've done everything & granted all her wishes...
...now, the fantasies & the magics are all gone now...
...she left you & all that's left with you is her broken vow...
...she left you into pieces, as she let you fall..
...she stabbed your heart unto your very soul...
...from that moment, like a trash, you don't have a use at all...
...cos now, you're just like a dirt, Unuseful, broken mirror on the floor...

three thoughts

i-nathalie

Mahal ko sya. Di ko naman sinasadya eh. Naging close lang
kame simula nung nag break sila
ng girlfriend niya. Para na kaming
magkapatid, at nadama ko din
ang pagiging special ko sa kanya.
nadala ba ako sa pagiging sweet
niya? Namisinterpret ko ba ang pag I ilove you niya? Masyado ba
akong umasa na suklian niya ang
nararamdaman ko sa kanya?
Araw-araw na lang na siya ang iniisip ko, hanggang sa
maramdaman ko sa sarili ko na
masiyado ko syang mahal minsan
nararamdaman ko mahal niya ko,
madalas hndi.
Baka mahal lang niya ako bilang
kaibigan.
Ngayon, nararamdaman ko,
parang may mahal siya. Umasa
akong ako yun Pero hindi eh Iba.
Nagtanong ako, umkiwas siya.
Nasaktan ako, Alam mo yung
dating kami? Wala na. Alam mo
yung umasa na sa sobrang close
nyu, magiging kayo? ako un.
Di ko alam ang gagawin ko,siya
lang ang kaligayahan ko.Pero may
mahal siya, Dama ko. lalayo na ba
ko?
II- MICHELLE
Pinakilala siya sa akin ng matalik
kong kaibigan. Dumating siya sa
buhay ko kung kelan sobrang
down na down ako. Sa panahong
iniwan ako ng taong pinaglaanan
ko ng limang taon ng aking
buhay. dumating siya sa
panahong wala na kong pag-asa.
Pinapasaya niya ko, pinapangiti at
hindi kalianman iniwan. Dumating
yung panahong namimiss ko na
siya at laging inaabangan ang
bawat tawag at bawat text niya.
Pag mamahal na ba to ?kung oo,
mahirap. Mahal na mahal siya ni
Nathalie. Pero mahal ko din siya.
Alin ba ang tama? Ang mawala
siya at masaktan ako ? o maging
akin siya at masaktan ang
kaibigan ko? Gusto niyang lumayo
na lang, ayoko … pero, mananatili
nalang ba kaming ganto ?
patago ? at pag mag kasama
kamking tatlo,nag kukunwaring
hindi apektado ? ang hirap.
Pareho ko silang mahal,pareho ko
silang ayaw mawala.
Pag nalaman to ni nathalie , alam
kong sobra-sobrang sakit ang
mararamdaman niya. Ang
masakit, ako pa ang may gawa.
Tama na ba to ? o ipapagpatuloy
ko pa ? mananatili nalang ba
kaming nag tatago ? hahayaan ko
na lang siya para sa kaibigan ko ?
III- SI SETH
Si Nathalie, siya ang taong
andiyan sa akin palagi. Siya ang
tumayong bestfriend ko at di niya
ko pinabayaan . ok kami
hanggang sa minahal niya ko ng
higit sa kaibigan . di ko yun napag
handaan. Pinakisamahan ko siya,
minahal ko pa rin siya, hindi sa
paraang gusto o inaasahan niya.
Si michelle, ang taong
kinahulugan ko ng loob. Alam ko
sa sarili ko, siya ang mahal ko.
Bagamat sinabi niyang mahal din
niya ako, may dalawang bagay
akonh kinakatakutan. Una matalik
silang mag kaibigan ni Nathalie,
dobleng sakit yun para kay
Nathalie. Pangalawa, pag bumalik
ang ex ni michelle, natatakot
akong yun pa rin ang pipiliin niya.
Sobrang mahal niya yun eh. Iniisip
ko nga, baka rebound lang ako.
Ang sabi ko na lang, wala pa
naman kaming relasyon ang
mahalaga mahal ko siya, mahal
niya ko. Kaya lang, alam kong
hindi ko matatapatan o
mahihigitan ang ex niya at
masakit magmahalan ng patago.
Di ko siyang magawang yakapin o
hawakan pag may ibang tao.
Iniiwasan ang magkatinginan,
baka mabuko. Masakit ehh ..
naisip ko tuloy, lalayo na lang ba
ako ?.

a love story when you wake up

Mag-aalas dos na pala. Kanina pa kami magkausap ni maui. Ang makulit pero cute kong friend. Nakilala ko lang siya sa isang site. Mga 2years na din kaming magkakilala. Nakwento ko na ata lahat sa kanya.
Kanina tinext niya ko, curious daw siya eh.

"dee, musta na kayo? Bat divorced ka na?" bungad na tanong niya sakin.
"wala ng kami mau, ako na lang. Divorced na nga di'ba?" pilosopo kong sagot.

"ewan dee! Anlabo mo! Haha. Oi may maaalala." pang-aasar niya sakin
"shut up mau, ibablock kita!" ganting biro ko naman.

Sabi niya sakin nagkainteres lang naman siyang kaibiganin ako dahil sa mga ginagawa ko. Wow, utang na loob ko pa? :-D

"oh, bat dika pa tulog dee?" pangungulit niya sakin
"wag kang magulo, iniisip ko siya kaya di ako makatulo" sagot ko naman.
"woshoo! Iniisip mo siya kaya di ka makatulog o di ka makatulog kaya iniisip mo na lang siya?" pang-aasar pa din sakin
napaisip ako may point siya. Which is which?

"mau, iniisip kaya niya ko?" iwas tanong ko.
"duh! Mauntog ka naman! She regrets everything, mga ginawa mo, kayang kayang mawala ng ganun ganun lang and you'll ask me that stupid question?!" she answered furiously.
"oh cool ka lang mau, masiyado kang high blood" sabi ko na lang.

Maybe mau was right.
Kasi ako madaming nawala pero wala akong pinagsisihan. So maybe, she's right when she said that everything i did with my ex is not important to my ex.
Ang laki ko palang tanga.

"im so glad you're there with your cynic point of views ms. Cristobal." pang-aasar ko din sa kanya.
Then she answered "no i am not a cynic person inocelda, yun ang reality., so kelan next gawa mo?"
"next week na lang or tomorrow mau, it's midnight, ayaw mo pang matulog?" i said, trying to get rid of her.

"wag puro broken ha, kasawa na dee! Yung nakakainlove naman. Para inlove ka ulit."
"wala akong inspirasyon mau. you know that i can't write without a subject."
"can't you do a random love story?"
i sigh and said, " i can't. You know how i write."
"eh di matatagalan pa yan, let's sleep na" , she finaly asked me to go to sleep.
"i need a love story mau, you know that"
then answered, " no dee.. You need love... You do the story.."

i did not reply...

She then text again...

[dami diyan dee... Turtle ka lang!]

and i said:
can you be that girl mau?

She asked, "what girl dee? "

i replied, " that girl i'd love to talk to, and talk about.. That girl behind my every story... The reason of my every love story... Gawa tayo ng love story? "

she did not replied..
Shit.. Nalintikan na..
Ano na kaya iniisip niya...

I texted again...
I said hey,. No reply...
I then said goodnight..

Tinabi ko na phone ko. Napaisip ako..
Ang gago ko.. Tsk..
Why do i have to pull stunt like that?
Makatulog na nga...

Then nagring mobile phone ko..
Si maui...

Nag-isip ako. Sagutin ko ba?
I decided to answer.

With her sweet sleepy voice she said:
koko... I'll look forward to that love story. The sooner we start, the better..
I think gusto naman ng mga bida yung isa't-isa... :-)
bukas paggising ko, start na ng love story ha? Goodnight dee, i love you.."

And with excitement, i said, " affirmative. :-) "

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eto mababsa niya pagkagising niya. :)

XOXO V

It consist of two, began with three...
The only problem is,
we can't be free...
The two followed by five..
She really made me alive...
Began with two,
in the middle is zero..
You saved me like a superhero..
It ends with 2 parallel standing side by side...
But everything we had to hide...
We tried to revive two years after..
We shared more intimacy, tears and laughter...
More than two, almost three...
Like Shakespeare, you know i love thee..
Two sets of two, you think it was four...
But for me,, it was more..
Go.....
Now...

___
for her on our 2nd anniversary

To The Man Who Will Love My Wife

To The Man Who Will Love My Wife:


First, I'm sorry if I still call her my wife. Cos she will always be my wifey to me. I will always love her, and she will always have that title in my life.
Second, please... take care of her... love her like she's the first person you ever loved and the last person you'll  ever love.
I screwed up and hurt her. So please, take note of the things she loves and hates.
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1. Surprise her. She'll love that. Not only she'll love it, but also, it will make you even happier for you to see her happy.
2. Give her flowers.. even if there's no occasion.
3. If you'll ever go to that famous bakeshop that you'll see in every mall, buy her favorite bread there.
4. She loves to kiss. Make it passionate. Make it true.
5. She loves to cuddle.
6. Every month, if she got an PMS, please bear with her.
7. She's a pet lover. so don't be cruel to animals.
8. Hold her hands... Make her feel you're always there.
9. Give her little notes.
10. She's more beautiful when she smiles. Please don't let her lose that.
11. She loves to sing. Compliment her.
12. She doesn't want to be ignored. Give her your full attention.
13. Don't do stupid things that will make her paranoid or mad.
14. Take pictures together...
15. Be positive. Always. Well at least, try to be..
16. Take her to the movies. Even if its a chick flick, watch with her.
17. She loves to go out. Have a couple of drinks once in a while.
18. She's so cute when she's laughing.. I love it when she giggles.. Humor her.
19. Hug her from behind and watch the vast sky with her.
20. She loves food and she's a good cook. cook for her too.
21. She often stays up late.. talk to her..
22. She loves watching, bring her DVDs of her favorite TV programs and movies.
23. Kiss her on the forehead.. her nose... her hands.. her lips..
24. always deliver what you promise.
25. Tell her I LOVE YOU.. always...
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I could go on forever and tell you things about her...
It really hurts.. telling you about this. Cos I should be the one doing it to her. But she already gave me up.
I will always want her back. But I won't be selfish anymore cos I know she's fed up.
Please don't screw up like I did. Hold on to her. Forever.. To infinity and beyond.. Cos that's how much I love her.
It will hurt so much to see her happy with you, and to see her do things with you like how we used to.
But it will hurt me more to see her unhappy with me. Her happiness is my happiness.
Love her like I do... and more..

----HER HUSBEAU

|vhonskall|
feb. 23, 2013

For Machree

Dear Machree,

I miss you.. I am hoping that somehow you're missing me too..
It may not be as much as I miss you, but the thought of me crossing your mind is enough for me.\
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I know that It's not easy and as I've said.,, it won't be happy everyday.
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I am just holding on to the slightest hope in me that you won't let go.
Coz I know,, you are now in the midst of staying and letting go.
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My words are not enough to make you stay, I know that.
But somehow, I hope that something in you or me or us that would be enough to make you stay.
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I love you... I will tell you that everyday.
coz I really do.

Your Beau,
WaiDee

Invicible tomb

narito ako.. 
Nag-iisa.. 
nakikinig.. 
Sa mga usap-usapang akala niyo di ko alam.. 
Nagmamasid.. 
Sa mga gawain niyong akala niyo di ko alam.. 
-- 
nandito ako.. 
Nakikinig sa mga balita.. 
Tungkol sa'kin, 
tungkol sa iba.. 
Yung iba totoo, 
yung iba hindi tama. 
Respeto naman 
sa taong ngayon ay pipi na at minsan niyo din namang nakasama.. 
-- 
narito ako.. 
Umiiyak.. 
Nagwawala.. 
Walang magawa.. 
Naghihintay, 
umaasa.. 
Sa mga taong 
pupunta.. 
Nagpapakatotoo.. 
Magpaparamdam.. 
Na kahit ako'y wala na, 
ay di ako nag-iisa.. 
-- 
nandito ako.. 
Nakikinig... 
Nagmamasid.. 
Madilim.. 
Mainit.. 
Buti pa kayo, 
kita niyo pa ang liwanag.. 
- 
nandito ako, 
naghihintay.. 
Tumatangis.. 
Walang nakakarinig.. 
Nalulumbay.. 
Umiiyak.. 
Nagtatago.. 
Nagkukubli.. 
O sadyang di niyo ako nakikita? 
Wag mag-alala.. 
Ipagdarasal ko rin ang inyong kaluluwa..