THE SURPRISE

So the girlfriend didnt texted me... or should i say,,, been cold for a few days (bago mag 22)...

Givin' me a hints like "mag-uusap tayo pagpunta mo dito"... 

I even asked, is this good or bad? ( alam niyo na... when a girl said LETS TALK, kabahan ka na.).

She told me, "depende sa magiging dating sayo".

Friday night (21), i took the bus going to  fairview with a boquet of flowers... 

We we're texting along the way.. no i love yous and sweet nothings.

and said , "mag-usap na lang tayo pag lasing na sila" (her housemates).

i told her, text na lang niya ko pag lasing na sila, cos ill just be chillin at SM.

She then told me, punta na ko cos she misses me (eh di kinilig naman ako).. and the truth is, i miss her too.

When we i got there, they were all sleeping and didnt have the courage to give the flowers just yet (iniwan ko sa porch or something).

then they woke up, no kiss,... no hug.. no smile...

i played it cool... nag-antay ng oras kung kelan niya ko kakausapin...

then nag-inom... (and i got tipsy easily)..

while we were drinking, patugtog ba naman siya ng songs like "i love you goodbye", "before i let you go" and the likes..

ubos ang isang set, they were waiting for someone na magpapainom. eh since its kinda awkward not doing anything, sabi ko sakin na isang set. Kami ng bestfriend niya nag bumili.

And the bestfriend is telling me things like, "wala pa ding magbabago ha?" ... "friends pa din tayo ha".. and told her, oo naman... but my mind wasnt there really... gusto ko na lang masolo at makausap si girlfriend.

tuloy  ang inuman... then dumating na si lui (yung inaantay nila)...

then the girlfriend went upstairs...

after a while, tinawag ako, in her .. i dunno if pagalit voice.... 

at the stairs going to 2nd floor, i saw lights going to 3rd floor/rooftop... (paliko so you gonna wonder where the lights are coming from)

she then smiled... and the gesture of her hand told me to continue,..

i was speechless...

and surprised...

each steps of the stairs, was candlelit in both ends...

puno ng scattered petal of white flowers...

and lil notes ng spelled I LOVE YOU, which i have to pick up as i step up...

and those notes, got quotes by the way, few of her favorites maybe. :)

pagtapak ko ng 3rd floor, napamura na lang ako sa isip ko (DAMN!).. haha

nakaset up anng table with wine on the top of it, and wine glass..  scattered flowers everywhere, dim lighted venue, pink curtains and ceiling, floating candles.and love songs as our background...

and oo nga pala, sa table, may personalized card for me, which made by her of course... and a letter... :)

sa sarili ko, chick ba ko ngayon? hahaha

i stared at her with the sweetest smile on my face.... 

wala lang, i smelled the surprise, but i wasnt sure kung ano... 

 when her song for me played, i just dunno what to react.. haha.

Kaya bago pa ko maging chick ng tuluyan, tumayo ako, went to her, kissed her, i said thank you and i love you... and hugged her... :)

that night was so kilig *pa'chick voice*

so there...

im keeping the video and the pictures..

ill upload it soon... mga next year. haha

____

Thank you girlfriend

I love love you.... :*

____

love, waidee

i know... i see...

i know...
you're unreachable...
but i can't help it...

i see...
you're beautiful..
and you know it...

your songs give me feelings i never felt before...
its like wind that makes me soar...
your soundcloud account is where my playlist at...
your picture on my wallpaper makes my phone look hot...

your name on my newsfeed makes my day...
i read your status, whatever you might say...
i guess you love pizza, i wish i got enough dough...
i got this huge crush on you, and i cant take it low...

everybody wants you,, that i know...
we're exactly opposite, that i see...
in my head, i hear your silent 'no'...
but i just want these words to be free...

i know....
im not your type i'm far from it..
and its just a crush...

i see ize sy,
you give me hype, you should know it..
you give me that rush...

~vhonskall


para kay crush ize sy

MRT became a twitter trend because of ANNE CURTIS

wonder why MRT became a  twitter trend yesterday? (July 5, 2011)

It's Kylie's concert? Nope!

ITS BECAUSE OF THIS:

Kapamilya actress-host Anne Curtis who has more than a million of followers on Twitter used one of the trains of the Metro Rail Transit (MRT) from Magallanes Station to Araneta Cubao Station to be at Kylie Minogue's concert at the Araneta Coliseum.

anyway, follow me on twitter:  www.twitter.com/thequotematic

Bestfriends.. My girlfriends..

----somewhere in my high school days,,, my boy classmate used my phone and when he gave it back, i found a new number in my dialed calls... Those days, "drop call" is the trend because its free (you have to drop the call before the duration reached six or seven seconds, then try to call again,.. thats the cycle)

So I tried calling the number, then there, I met Ma. Theresa then later gave her a nickname aiza (1st picture, she was not chubby back then). She introduced me to her bestfriends and one of them is hidee (2nd picture)..

I learned they were from cabugao Institute, Cabugao Ilocos Sur (next town from us).

and learned that my boy classmate is courting aiza.

We 3 became friends.

After weeks, days maybe..

I duno,, but somehow I gave hints to aiza that I'd like her to be my girl...

but.. so with hydz...

after few days, i made verbal confirmation to aiza that i want her to be my girl. But that night of that same day,, hydz also became my girlfriend..

the next morning or after 2days (i barely remember), they found out. Soooo doomed.

I like them both, But I chosed aiza.

We graduated high school, she went to college...

I found out she got a relationship with her boy classmate.

Tried to forgive her, when she asked for one. But that changes everything. She broke my trust and that made me doubt her all the time. So there,, I gave up. Because the lack of trust is killing me. It slowly ate the love I gave her.

So, after we broke up, "what ifs" and "maybes" came to mind and thought of hidee.

What if I chose hidee over aiza?

anyway, i don't regret any of it. Because i'm happy with my life right now.

I did not add them in facebook. But I got their photos in facebook (stalker?). nah. hahaha.

I don't want to bother them anymore.

All i know, aiza is living in hawaii.. she got herself a man whom she calls babe.

Hidee is living in UAE.

Its been seven or eight years I think. hehehe

anyway, just reminiscing.

I'm out

Tiffany.. My Honey Bee

This is my honey bee...

When we were in first year high school, I used to call her cris villongco...

the one who used to sing:

"Ganyan talaga, pag inlove ka na

Laging nakangiti kahit na may problema.

Kahit anino pa lang, nasa langit ka na..

panu pa kaya kung kinausap ka niya"

the pic reso is not high so... the chat goes like this.

me: hi

uwi ka?

tiff: love you

yup

me: kelan?

tiff: b4 xmas

me: i miss you

alis ka na din?

(teary eyes)

tiff: uhm... love you...

text mo ko..

me: love you din

you'll always be my beebee.. (sniff)

mangingibang bansa na din siya.. :(

si forever

la lang

the X-file

this is my ex marianne. I call her Ianne before and after the break up..

mahilig siya ng mga sunset photos... I dunno why she got passion for that scenery...
di pa naman siya mahilig sa ganyan nung kami.


from friends to on to facebook and ym buddy...

Si belmar

Si belmar a.K.A. xian a.k.a. Maribel.
Nung una ko siyang makausap sa kapanahunan pa ng DQS,,1st na napansin ko sa kanya ay ang paGiGing vulgar niya with some of her words. The other thing is her being witty. We've seldom texting with each other for about 2 months. By the time na sumali ako ng FMS, dun ko siya mas nakilala ng lubos.
She is a good friend., n0, a great friend.
Minsan nagtatampo siya sakin sa pagiging maliHim at taHimik ko.
Pero ganun talaga ako. Di ako masiyado nakakapagshare. Nasanay akong sinasarili ko mga nasa loob ko, at nasanay ang mga nakapaligid sakin na masaya ako. And they thouGht, im tougH and strong. i'll always be thankful for having belmar as my friend. I just hope, whatever dEcisioN i'll make in the fuTure, maintindiHan niya. BesidEs,, i told her, na, with or withouT clan, kaibiGan niya ako.
She makes me happy *teary eyes*.. and i wish, we'll stay tHis way for a long time. You cAnt find true friend anyWHere....
So i must be truly lucky to have her.

G0odniGht world

shermin

i just miss you hearty...
hope you're always ok..

di na bAleng di mo ko maAlala pag masaya ka.
bsta pag may pRob ka, handa kitang damayan..

RUBY

Lot of my friends in FMS (Friendz maGic society) r curious who ruby is..
di talaga ako puwedeng magbigay ng clue.
aAaw..
il just keep it low,
You kn0w the ruby tHing.
less mentions, less talks,less questions..
Im trying to get rid of the "fEeling"..
buT she's/its like a boomerang.
everytime i throw,it keeps on coming back.
i have learned,
That the day i was born,since then,she was a part of me.
THings are getTing crazY.. its hard to fEel tHis kind of tHing esPecialy if there is nO oNe you could share it witH..
hiding sometHing so obvious is the hardEst.
oh well, di lahat ng mahal mo kelangang syotain.
di ba?
that way,we cAn keEp our friendsHip.

go0dniGht world

ruby,im misSin you already

dahlie doo

I met Dahlie when I was 17..
Vince is her son. And yeah, there was again something special.
And she's unforgetable.
She's the painter, I'm the writer.. but yeah, Im not really a writer.
I love to write that is.. But I'm not good at it.
Dahlie is years older than me, and Vince was 2 or 3 back then i guess..
She's someone I can never forget. Things between us meant a lot to me.
But I must accept the fact that me and her... never gonna be forever...
I knew that, but still hoped that its something special. But yeah, it is special, but that doesnt mean we can share the same relationship like that forever.
What I've realized is I have to make the most out of it while "the Moment" is still there.
The sad thing is, I didnt... There were some times I took her for granted.
So unconciously, we drifted apart.
I was so sad, but that doesnt mean I'm not happy right now.
I just want to thank her a lot. I owe her my happiness. If I didn't met her,
maybe I won't meet my creamy sugar puff.

I remember the first time I met her in Calamba..
I was waitinfg for her in the meeting place (office building),
then she texted me that she's already there,.
Then I saw her.. The cute pretty mommy,,, there she was wearing that sweet smile.
aahhh, memories...

I made rhymes for her, but that was years ago and when the time I was agonizing..
so this time, I'll just give a few lines for her....

VINCE AND DAHLIE


She painted my world not with her painting brush
But with her love, care and trust
Trust to take care of her heart
Until the day we drifted apart
VInce called me tita, and he loves spiderman
I know when you grow up, you'll be a strong fine man
I'll miss Vince's baby talk, and cute lil voice
Years from now and he'll be hanging out with big boys
And as for her mom, I wish you the best
And I'll always pray for your every quest
Please take care and don't be with a man like your ex who was on tv
who was very proud of something "creepy"
I know that I must put all things behind
But I'ma tell you, your one of a kind
You're a strong girl thats why I adore you
And I know Vince will give everything for you
Except from your two brothers and your dad
Vince is the only boy you unconditionaly love

Goodluck Mommy Dahlie!!!

---waidee---

samantha

I've known samantha (sam) for a short while when I was a teenager.
She was so fragile (like a butterfly eh sam?) and broken that time. Her mom and dad got annulled, her dad got a girlfriend and all. She was so broken.
I've known her as an innocent young lass.
A pretty lady i'ma say..
we got closer everyday.
her mom and her brother stayed overseas and sam lived with her dad.
We started as textmate and we rarely see each other.
But we had something special that we know we will always remember.
She and her dad moved overseas too and we lost communication since then.
But thanks to the world wide web I met her again. BUt she transformed into someone different. I miss the old sam. :(
But we both know we can never get back the things we were before.
She's still as beautiful as the last time we saw each other.
Still love butterflies.. still have that kissable lips..
memories.. *sigh*


Dear sam,
Here's the on-the-spot rhyme I promised you.

MY BUTTERFLY

Way back then with my high school time
The moment when you were still mine
I was fuglier back then
But you still accepted me as friend
The 300 load almost eveyday
'Coz sun cellular and other unlimited promos were not available those days
I cried when you moved with your dad
and the thought that you're someday marry a lad
Ur still beautiful and forever will be
I want u to know i miss YOU AND ME
from the first hug to our last kisses
I guess someone didn't hear my everynight wishes
I know we tried to get things back
But I was honest that my heart was already hacked
yes its too late for the both of us
and also i cant understand why you have to be with a guy u cant trust
u will always be special to me, and i know i am to you
Sam, i will always love you and you know its true
Please change for the better
Stop being a rebel
Let's just pray that your old man and your mom get back together
And your family will stay happy forever
I am always here for you for better and for worst
Just dont ask fo money coz u know I already emptied my purse
Its true when you said "there's something we can never get back"
I'm happy that we are so brave to face that fact
'coz some things from the past cant be brought to present
and that is something we can't resent
Just don't forget everything we had..
And for me. you are not that bad..
fly away my butterfly..
the same butterfly who made me so high
I love you sam

Thank you for being there always.
Natouch ako sa comment mo sa friendster ko..
Salamat 'gang ngaun pinagtatanggol mo pa rin ako.
Keep in touch my butterfly...



----waidee----