dinig kita

malamyos
tinig mo..
Masarap
pakinggan..
Dinadala ako
sa kalangitan..
Bawat salita
ninanamnam..
Teka, wala na pala.
Ulit...

isang walang kwentang post

3:20 ng hapon.
Nakahiga
nakakumot
malamig
nag-iisip
inaantok
ayoko
matulog..
Nananabik..
Naghihintay..
Nakatanaw..
Nakikiramdam..

my life, my heart and you

“I love you Bimby.” I told you as we are watching our favorite TV program.

You didn’t utter a word… Instead, you leaned over to my right shoulder as you pretended to concentrate on watching TV.

I sighed… I really want to talk to you about things that have been happening to us lately. But I prefer not to tell you what I really feel inside. I’m goin’ to make this easy for the both of us… At least, for you.
I always have you for companion. Our friendship is so special but we took a risk anyway to share something more magical.

I’ve been oblivious of the time and my reverie was broken the instant you asked me to go to sleep. As we stood up, I held you in my arms and hugged you tight. You were somehow surprised with the way I acted.
“I love you so much Bimby”, I barely whispered. I tried to remain calm but the whole of me was already shaking, terrified of what to happen, of what I was about to do.
“Are you ok heart?” you asked me with confusion.
“Of course, I am. Now let’s go to sleep.” I answered.
I held your hand as we entered the bedroom. I took a glance to where we shared everything. I pulled you back gently and stared at you and said, “Promise me… you’ll have to be strong at all times… Not only for us. But especially for you.”
“You’re acting really strange, do we have a problem?” you asked again.
I gave a fake laugh to somehow hide the pain, but I know I’m shaking inside.
“Nothing. I just want an assurance. I want you to be strong at all times. Can you promise me that?”
With a smile on your face, you told me, “Yes, I promise! I love you” then you kissed me and hugged me. So passionate… that I almost didn’t want to let go. If only I could freeze that scene.

We went to bed, and I closed my eyes pretended to be asleep until I know you already are. I opened my eyes and I gazed at you. My hand was trembling as I cleared your face of those hair strands that went off place. Words cannot describe how beautiful you are. How I love the way you smile, and how expressive your eyes are. I am so glad that you are not awake to see me, because my eyes speak of nothing, but the torture I’m having. As I was waiting for the break of dawn, I was saddened by the thought that I will no longer have someone to share my everyday life with. If how will I start my life living without you.
I can feel your breathe next to me, then I finally gave in. Tears fall off from my eyes as I gave your forehead a kiss. As much as I want to hold you close and hug you tight with the remaining hours I have with you, all I can do is to watch you peacefully sleeping beneath the sheets.
Our relationship is more on friendship and I guess that’s what made us more special. The days I have spent with you are definitely one of the bests I have ever lived. I found a genuine contentment with you. You were always there to make me smile, to make me laugh and you were there to hold me whenever I needed comfort. You know how much I love those movie dates we spent together and those nights that we spent watching the sky and star gazing. I even told you that I can be everything you want me to be and I even told you that I am your star that will always shine for you. It’s amazing how we can talk about everything and anything and that helped us to know each other better.
There were times that others judged us for the kind of relationship that we are having. But none of those mattered to me; because as long and as soon as you talk to me, we vanish into reality into a world of our own. We were inseparable…Or so I thought.
The day came when you told me that we should take some time apart and that we should try not to be so attached for a while and you’ll be busy with other things in life as you found new activities that you have to do on your own. You really caught me by surprise. Day and night I prayed, hoped, wished and cried for you to come back to me. Mere words cannot express the grief I had as I waited for you.
As if the heavens heard my weeping and then you were back. You gave the affection that I longed for and made me feel that you are mine again.
All the while, I thought everything is going well. But there were moments that I felt that restlessness within you. I never had the courage to ask you for I might not like the answer. But then, I couldn’t bear anymore those times that you just stared back at with that blank expression conveying that feeling of emptiness.
Rumor has it. I never dared to ask you. I kept my silence and I preferred to believe you. Because what is love without trust? Then one day, you told me that your mind and heart are telling you two totally different things. You are in the state of bewilderment. That you are already confused if you want to stay or not. I never said a word.

Perplexed, I felt the world collapsed beneath me. I know there is a great reason behind but I did not ask any explanation of you having uncertainty to stay with me. The fact that you are already half willing to go, I succumbed, hurt. You did come back, but you are only half mine now. For someone or something has changed your mind… or your heart.


I sat beside you and watched you snuggle at our bed. Daybreak will soon come a few minutes from now. I don’t want to go. Yet, I can no longer stay.

God,.. you are just right here beside me but how can you be so distant? You have no idea of the torment I am suffering and it will be forever untold.
I cannot bring myself to hold you for the last time, because I know, I will only give in. A big part of me wants to remain and hold you instead. But I have to be strong to save whatever that’s left for us. I don’t want you to wake up one day feeling nothing for me. So before your love for me totally vanishes, I’ll go… So you can keep that remaining love for me in your heart.
It is now my turn to find myself, of who I am without you. God only knows where it will lead me to.

Don’t ever think that I am letting you go.
I have not given up on you.
I am not letting you go…. I am merely letting you go.
Always remember that. For you will always have my heart no matter what.


Before I walked through the door, before I turned my back, I took one last look to the world where we spent our happy days. Then I took one last look at you. I stared so deeply at you. I wish you knew and I wish I could tell you how you defined my existence and until this very moment, it’s still you. In the end of this, I realized, we could have been the perfect couple, but we don’t have the perfect situation. Nevertheless, you proved me that same-sex relationship could be possible and wonderful.

As I took my steps away from here, I closed my eyes and embraced the melancholy that welcomed me. I knew I left three things here…
My life,
my heart
and you…

dear boyfriend,

I used to think that the "world" where we met, it would be impossible to find someone who can be true to you. And it would be impossible for real love to exist.
I am not a poet and not an expert writer for me to explain all the things that happened.
We got closer as days glide by. You became a part of my everyday life until the friendship that we established grew to something deeper.
I tried to resist and to hide it. But i guess the feeling is too strong for me to fight. You just don't know how happy i am to know that you feel the same way too.
You filled my days with happiness, laughter and love.
I said twas impossible right?
You somehow changed my beliefs. Its not impossible, cos i have found real love in you.
Hard maybe to find.. But not impossible.
But i guess, like orgasm, the peak and the happiest momdnt in ones life, is brief and fast. I'm sorry if i have the weirdest comparison. But i wont go on that direction for now.

You may find it silly but in my mind, i have planned my future with you. It is very important to me,but at the same time, its hard for me to express how much you really mean to me.
This is 1 one of the few letters i made and ought to send u. But i know u wont be able to read it.
Our memories together will never die, cos i have kept it in a safe place within me.
I have been warned that you will break my heart, but it was totally worth it. Totally!
My love, i am so weak right now & so afraid that after this, i wont be feeling this again, the way that i feel for you. And what's a human without love? Is not a human at all.
Never be afraid to tell me what's on your mind and how you feel.
I will support you to whatever makes you happy. That is how much i love you.. And more.

I have loved you...


With an everlasting love..


Me,
waidee

mirror

I woke up w/ a heavy heart today & i guess my brain is too
tired of thinking why i feel this way. I cried myself to sleep and
its kinda weird cos i really can't explain why. I just realized that weeping is becoming habitual
lately.

Do you ever wonder how other people see you through their eyes?

After taking a bath, i went infront of the mirror.. I stood there then i stared at my face, looked deeply
into my eyes.. Something very
odd happened. I saw my reflection crying. Tears flowing from my eyes..
Why? Why did i burst like that. I lie in my bed, put my headphone and let the songs uplift my spirit and took me away
from reality..
But it never do me better.


My mind wandered and i just wondered what would be the
cause why my tears automaticaly raced down from my eyes.
I fixed myself, composed myself..
Stood up again and went infront of the mirror for the second time.
In not a long while, after a moment of looking at my eyes, though the reflection i am seeing went a little blurred, i saw my eyes went red, then there it goes
again... Tears fell..
I stood firmly and watched myself cry...
I guess when i looked into my eyes, i saw what's inside me..
And i felt sorry for myself... Real
sorry for myself...


So after i write this, i asked myself, would i have the courage
to face myself again?
Will i always wonder?
Will i always be like this?

*end*

[its a cloudy day today..
End of the world indeed..
But Mine ended earlier than said
time]

HARI NG SABSABAN

Mula sa production na nagbigay sa inyo ng mga dekalidad na textseryeng ....

"Limliman Mo Ang Sisiw Kong Basa" at "Iputok Mo Sa Labas"

Isa na namang istorya ang babahagi sa inyo ng VHONSKALL.PRODUCTION

-ang susunod na istorya ay bahagi lamang ng imahinasyon-



"HARI NG SABSABAN"

Tampok ang tambalang sina:
TRIO SANTOS as Lucky T. Gust (LTG)
at
FRAXENE as Dina V. Erhen (DVE)

Kasama din sina HEARTHROB, EUNACU, at TUCKER bilang tatlong bugok (HET).

With the special participation of:

AYEETOTZ SUICYDOLL bilang pasulpot-sulpot na babaeng may pakpak (PKPK)
at
si THUGFINEST01 bilang si Jack.




** Habang natutulog si Lucky T. Gust bigla syang nagising sa tinig na kanyang narinig.

PKPK: Lucky, gumising ka!

LTG: *naalimpungatan*
huh? babaeng may pek... este pakpak! anong kailangan mo?

PKPK: makinig ka, mabubuntis si Dina V. Erhen at kailangan mo itong ituring na tunay mong anak. pangalanan no syang..
Jack... magiging hari sya ng sabsaban.

LTG: sabsaban? napakabalahurang magsalita ng babaeng may pek.. este pakpak na ito.

PKPK: hari ng sabsaban kasi mapapanganak sya sa sabsaban!

LTG: ahhh.. cge..

PKPK: puntahan mo si Dina bukas at magpakasal kayo agad.


*kinabukasan..


LTG: dinabirhen! dinabirhen!

*PAK!!*
(sinampal ni Dina c Lucky)

DVE: napakabastos mo! birhen pa ko.. kahit subukan mo!

LTG: tinatawag lang naman kita sa pangalan mo ah! pero di na mahalaga yun, ang mahalaga yung sasabihin ko.
kailangan nating magpakasal at magkakaanak tayo ng lalake.


**Sinabi lahat ni Lucky at pumayag magpakasal si Dina. Pagkatapos magpakasal sa Australia.. ay mali.. Estrella pala, sa may Guadalupe, nanirahan sila sa Venezuela.. mali ulit.. Valenzuela pala. Nabuhay sila sa pagkain ng pakwan, melon, itlog at talong, pati na din mani.
Sa kabuwanan ni Dina, namasyal sya sa kwadra ng mga kabayo ni Lucky ng biglang sumakit ang tyan nya.


DVE: aaaahhhhhhhh...... oohhh! ang sakit! ahhhhh..

(biglang dumating si Lucky)

LTG: Dina!

DVE: manganganak na ko..

(nataranta si Lucky)

LTG: sige ire lang..

DVE: ummphh..

LTG: sige pa!

DVE: uummmppphh!

*PROOOT*

DVE: oopz.. sori, false alarm.. ^_^


**Samantala... habang nagjejebs pala si Dina.
Nag-iinuman ang magkakaibigang sina hearthrob, eunacu at tucker.
Ginagawa nila ang paborito nilang libangan.... ang mag-KAWNT-TO-TIN.

hearthrob: isa..

eunacu: dalawa...

tucker: teka, diba english dapat? kaya nga kawnt to tin. hindi kawnt to sampu.

hearthrob at eunacu: oo nga pla.

(nang biglang sumulpot ang babaeng may pakpak.)

PTT: *sabay-sabay*
huh?! babaeng may pek.. este pakpak!

PKPK: wag O.A.!
wag nyo ng tapusin ang kawntotin.

hearthrob: hindi pwede!

eunacu: oo nga. mahirap mabitin.

PKPK: may mahalaga kayong misyon na dapat gawin.

TUCKER: ngunit ang pagkakawntotin ang nagpapasaya sa amin!

PKPK: bibigyan ko kayo ng poki-poki bilang pabuya!

* (pokipoki - pagkaing ilokano, talong at itlog)

PTT: yehey! sige.. basta pakainin mo kami ng pokipoki ha?

PKPK: pupunta kayo sa Venezuela.

EUNACU: wala kaming passport!

TUCKER: wala kaming viza!

HEARTHROB: asan ang pokipoki?


PKPK: ay pasensiya,, valenzuela pala. :D

ang poki-poki ay nas inyong destinasyon!

Sundan niyo ang tala. at makakarating kayo sa sanggol sa sabsaban!

(nagsimulang maglakbay ang tatlo na sinusundan ang tala)

TUCKER: ayan na ang tala oh! pero asan ang sabsaban... bakit puro tsubibo ang nandito?

*LUMITAQ MULA SA KAWALAN Si PKPK*

HEARTHROB: babaeng may pekpak!

bakit walang sabsaban?

PKPK: Mga ugok! starcity to!!!!

Panorth kayo!

*sa mga sandaling iyon, nanganak na si dina sa may kwadra (totoo na to)

*at dahil napamahal na si dina sa mga hayop doon at sadyang mahina pa ang kanyang katawan,, minabuti nilang manatili doon.

*pinangalanan nga nila ang anak nila na Jack.

* samantala, sa kinaroroonan ng tatlo...:

EUNACU: aun! may nakita na akong tala!

TUCKER: at isang malaking tala! nandito na tayo!

HEARTHROB: Pero nasan ang sanggol?

*POOF*

PKPK: mali na naman!

HEARTHROB: pero andito ang kabayo at ang malaking tala!

PKPK: STAR CINEMA UN! Si Vice Ganda nakita nyu at ABS-CBN ito!

Magtaxi na nga lang kayo!

*nagtaxi na nga lang ang tatlo

* sa wakas ay narating din ng 3 ang kinaroroonan nila lucky, jack at dina

HET: kami ang tatlong Bugok na magbibigay ng mga natatanging regalo sa inyong anak na hari ng sabsaban

HEARTHROB: kunin mo itong regalo ko para, tableta...

"make it hard By: Agra"... para lumakas ang kanyang mga muscles sa kanyang paglaki.

DINA: salamat, Ako pala si DINA V. ERHEN

EUNACU: alam namain yun, di mo na kailangang sabihin na di ka na birhen..

LUCKY: indi po! Dina ang pangalan niya, V ang middle initial at ERHEN ang surname niya..

HET: aahhhhh.. *tumango-tango*

EUNACU: ang regalo ko naman ay mga bolitas... Pampasaya para sa kanya at kanyang mga kalaro... gawin niyang holen ito.

*inabot niya ito kay lucky*

LUCKY: salamat... ako pala si LUCKY T. GUST

*sabay-sabay na napasulyap sa pantalon ni lucky at umiling-iling na parang di naniniwala....

TUCKER: ito naman ay mga gomang pahaba. Magagamit niya ito sa kanyang paglaki.. pag tumigas na ang kanyang mga muscles....

LUCKY AT DINA: salamat mga Ginoo.

*nagpaalam na ang tatlo...

*Lumipas ang mahabang panahon, nagbinatilyo na si jack, at natuklasan niyang may kakayahan siyang manggamot.

* nadiskubre ni jack na may kakayahan siyang manggamot sa pamamagitan ng regalo ng sa kanya ng 3 ugok...

hagod dito, hagod doon....

masahe...

patapik-tapik

hagod, pataas at pababa...

Ang pinakamagaling na pampalabas ng lagnat at init ay ang proseso ni Jack na hagod baba at taas pero dito din napapagod ng husto at pinagpapawisan si Jack.

Ngunit sa bawat matiwasay na mairaos nya na panggagamot ay kapalit nito ang walang ibayong kasiyahan...

naging pamoso ang kanyang pangalan lalo na sa kababaihan...

pag may nagtatanong sa kanya lalo na pag nilalagnat ay sinasabing.

"call jack"

pag may nangangailangan sa kanya, ang sagot ng mamamayan ay "call jack"

pag may sakit, "call jack"

hanggang sa naging sigaw na ng sambayanan ang " call jack, call jack, call jack, call jack"

ng lumaon ay pinangalanan ang kanyang istilo ng panggagamot na Jack-call...

istilong hagod pababa at pataas...

sa panahon ngayon na moderno, hindi na uso ang istilo ng pantanggal lagnat ni jack..

, ginagamit na sa ibang bagay ang istilo ng panggagamot ni jack-call,.

*****FINISH*******

[this is an etymology story... may aral, pramis.. :D]

rainbow

All i thought, rainbow comes after the rain..
But you gave me first the happiness & then the pain..
You brightened up my sky then you made it colorful..
But after that nice treatment, you treated me so cruel..
You said you're my rainbow and colors you'll paint..
But then my sky started to faint..
You promised me of rainbow but dark clouds were formed..
It wasn't just a rain, it was a great storm..
You've painted yellow, shiney, shimmerin and splendin..
A little bit of comedy, you've painted green..
I was so speechless, im runnin out of words to say..
You've painted red so i'll always have a lovely day..
Purple.. A bit sensational & a bit sexy
orange.. To keep me warm & comfy..
and you painted blue
it only means you're my rainbow..
But then things has changed between us..
I said i love you but its me you never trust..
Baby that hurts me a lot!
I love u, believe it or not..
Its a normal cycle, butterfly after bein called "worm"..
But i never thought its the rainbow first before the storm..
It's more tham a storm, greater than a typhoon..
Feels like after the flood, i am now alone..
You made me smile then you made frown..
And in sadness, you made me drown..
I thought those colors come when the rain is through..
But in our case, you've poured the rain after the rainbow..

notting hill (1999)

Anna Scott: You know what they say about men with big feet.
William: No, I don't, actually. What's that?
Anna Scott: Big feet... large shoes.


[who will get the last brownie?]
Anna Scott: Wait, what about me?
Max: Sorry, you think *you* deserve the brownie?
Anna Scott: Well a shot at it at least huh?
William: Well, you'll have to fight me for it, this is a very good brownie.
Anna Scott: I've been on a diet every day since I was nineteen, which basically means I've been hungry for a decade. I've had a series of not nice boyfriends, one of whom hit me. Ah, and every time I get my heart broken, the newspapers splash it about as though it's entertainment. And it's taken two rather painful operations to get me looking like this.
Honey: Really?
Anna Scott: Really. And, one day not long from now, my looks will go, they will discover I can't act and I will become some sad middle-aged woman who looks a bit like someone who was famous for a while.
Max: [long pause] Nah, nice try gorgeous, but you don't fool anyone.
William: Pathetic effort to hog the brownie.

Anna Scott: After all... I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.


Bernie: But she said she wanted to go out with you?
William: Yes - sort of...
Bernie: That's nice.
William: What?
Bernie: Well, you know, anybody saying they want to go out with you is... pretty great... isn't it...?
William: It was sort of sweet actually - I mean, I know she's an actress and all that, so she can deliver a line - but she said that she might be as famous as can be - but also... that she was just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.
[pause]
William: Oh, sod a dog. I've made the wrong decision, haven't I?


P.R. Chief: Dominic... if you'd like to ask your question again?
Journalist: Yes. Anna, how long are you intending to stay here in Britain?
Anna Scott: [pause] Indefinitely.

Honey: Oh God, this is one of those key moments in life, when it's possible you can be really, genuinely cool - and I'm failing 100%. I absolutely and totally and utterly adore you and I think you're the most beautiful woman in the world and more importantly I genuinely believe and have believed for some time now that we can be best friends. What do YOU think?

Keziah: No thanks, I'm a fruitarian.
Max: I didn't realize that.
William: And, ahm: what exactly is a fruitarian?
Keziah: We believe that fruits and vegetables have feeling so we think cooking is cruel. We only eat things that have actually fallen off a tree or bush - that are, in fact, dead already.
William: Right. Right. Interesting stuff. So, these carrots...
Keziah: Have been murdered, yes.
William: Murdered? Poor carrots. How beastly!

Max: You haven't slept with her, have you?
William: That is a cheap question and the answer is, of course, no comment.
Max: "No comment" means "yes."
William: No it doesn't.
Max: Do you ever masturbate?
William: DEFINITELY no comment.
Max: You see? It means "yes."

William: Whoopsidaisies!
Anna Scott: What did you say?
William: Nothing.
Anna Scott: Yes you did.
William: No I didn't.
Anna Scott: You said "whoopsidaisies".
William: I don't think so. No one says "whoopsidaisies" do they? Unless they're...
Anna Scott: There *is* no "unless." No one has said "whoopsidaisies" for fifty years and even then it was only little girls with blonde ringlets.
William: Exactly. Here we go again.
[He falls off the fence again]
William: Whoopsidaisies. It's a disease I've got. It's a clinical thing. I'm taking pills and having injections. It won't last long.

William: It's as if I've taken love heroin, and now I can't ever have it again.

Anna Scott: Can I stay for a while?
William: You can stay forever.

William: I live in Notting Hill. You live in Beverly Hills. Everyone in the world knows who you are, my mother has trouble remembering my name.
Anna Scott: I'm also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.

nna Scott: Rita Hayworth used to say, "They go to bed with Gilda; they wake up with me."
William: Who's Gilda?
Anna Scott: Her most famous part. Men went to bed with the dream; they didn't like it when they would wake up with the reality. Do you feel that way?
William: You are lovelier this morning than you have ever been.

Max: Let's face facts, this was always a no-win situation. Anna's a goddess, you know what happens to mortals who get involved with gods.
William: Buggered, is it?
Max: Every time.

Anna Scott: "For June who loved this garden from Joseph who always sat beside her." Some people do spend their whole lives together.


William: Apart from the American, I've only loved two girls, both absolute disasters. The first one marries me and then leaves me faster than you can say Indiana Jones, and the second one, who seriously ought to have known better, casually marries my best friend.
Bella: She still loves you though.
William: Yeah, in a depressingly asexual way.
Bella: I never fancied you much actually.

Bella: The more I think about things, the more I see no rhyme or reason in life. no one knows why some things work out and some things don't. Why some of us are lucky and some of us get...

IF ONLY (2004)

Ian Wyndham: I Love you.
Samantha Andrews: Ooh I Love you too.
Ian Wyndham: I wanna tell you why I love you.
Samantha Andrews: It's... It's raining, you know that right.
Ian Wyndham: I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear... Today, because of you... what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed... and I've learned that if you do that, then you're living your life fully... it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love.
Samantha Andrews: I don't know what to say.
Ian Wyndham: You don't have to say anything... I just wanted to tell you.


Ian Wyndham: I adore you.
Samantha Andrews: [with tears in her eyes] I don't wanna be adored! I wanna be loved.


Ian Wyndham: Close your eyes. Happy graduation.
Samantha Andrews: Oh my God.
Ian Wyndham: Some of the charms are old and some are new. That's a musical note, a violin. This one is a flower, what is no sense of matter at all, except it was exquisite much like yourself. Let's see... the train that we took today. And... that's the Eiffel Tower that you've always wanted to see. And... this frying pan, cause you are the only person that I know that can actually do the flipping thing. And... this one's a heart... my heart... it's yours now.

Ian Wyndham: I guess what I'm trying to say is... I want to soldier on. I really do. Okay?
Samantha Andrews: No.
Ian Wyndham: No what?
Samantha Andrews: I don't... want to soldier on.
Samantha Andrews: Ian, if I were to stay in London now, it would be for you. For us. And I would do that in a heartbeat if I knew we were really special.
Ian Wyndham: We are.
Samantha Andrews: Really? You never tell me how you feel or talk about yourself. You don't want to meet my family. You forgot my graduation. We run into my favorite student and you act as if he has something contagious.
Samantha Andrews: Ian, I know you have the best intentions, but I feel like I'm a really high second priority to you. That hurts. And the worst part is I'm starting to get used to it.
Ian Wyndham: I don't understand.
Samantha Andrews: I know. That's what kills me.
Samantha Andrews: If there had just been one day Ian, one day where nothing else matters but us.
Ian Wyndham: I adore you.
Samantha Andrews: I don't want to be adored, I want to be loved.
Samantha Andrews: I can't do this anymore.

i was raised by a queen

You don't run a country, like queen Beatrix of Netherlands..
But you changed our lives with your own hands..
You taught me how to care for others without asking in return..
You taught me a lot and a lot ive learned..
You were not born in a palace like Queen Margrethe of Denmark..
But without you, our home would be close to dark..
You gave light to our lives interesting journey..
I'm sorry that i'm not too expressive, coz i might sound too corny..
I'm not that showy, but mother, you mean so much to me..
I didn't know much about the world, but you showed me..
You don't own a kingdom like Elizabeth, the queen..
But you own a good heart that would amaze any king..
You taught me good things and taught me that bad things shouldnt be done..
They said queens have crowns, but even without it, you are already one..
Gracefulness, gentleness, being respectful and sensitive, you've taught me those..
You've taught me when to tell what's on my mind and when to pause..
We're not really a royalty..
Or a part of a monarchy..
But for us, you are a queen..
You're strong, yet calm..and everything in between..
You treated us like prince and princess..
You're like a supermom and i am really impressed..
If this is a school, you are the dean..
But in our hearts, you are the queen..
I'm so glad i'm a part of your gene..
And for that, i can proudly say, i was raised by a queen..

*a mothers day tribute.
I know its a lil late, but then again, a mothers day is everyday..

Happy mothers day mom.

>>vhonskall

damaged tissue

what's to break, if it's already broken?..
Smash it..
Hurt it..
Throw it..
Grind it..
But, be careful, you're in it..
What's to hurt, if it's already numb?
Do it..
Don't hesitate..
Release it..
It's yours anyway.

Suffocate..
Drown it..
Lock it..
Poison it..
Kill it..

Do it now..
Do it real quick..

Until it lose its essence..
Until i forget it exist..

>>vhonskall
1am
05.06.2011

She's out of my league (2010) quotes

"Plane Doctor": Excuse me. You're not supposed to be on your phone. It's bad for the plane.
Patty: Oh, excuse me? Are you a plane doctor? No? So shut the fuck up!


Patty: Go shit in your hand.
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Kirk: Stainer, I know you don't like her very much.
Stainer: Nooo, no. I hate her. In fact, the day you broke up with her I marked that down on my calendar as a day of rejoicement. I'm going to celebrate it with a cake with her face on it, but instead of eating it, we smash it.


Patty: You look just like someone I went to high school with.
Stainer: Oh yeah? What high school? Maybe it was me.
Patty: No, he's in a coma.
Stainer: Huh. Who brought the good news bear? Somebody give her some fucking honey.



Stainer: I love Kirkey but let's face it, the guy's a 5. Meanwhile, this Molly is a hard 10.
Devon: He's at least a 6...
Stainer: 6? Alright, you go ahead and pop rainbows into his asshole, but I'm just being honest.


Kirk: Patty's not a bitch, she's uh... different.
Stainer: Yeah, different in that she's a bitch and other people aren't.



Stainer: I love Kirkey but let's face it, the guy's a 5. Meanwhile, this Molly is a hard 10.
Devon: Stainer, that's just dirty pool. He's at least a 6...
Stainer: 6? Alright, you go ahead and pop rainbows into his asshole, but I'm just being honest.



Kirk: Marnie, I know that we agreed to take some time off and I think that was a great idea. My God. Gave us both a chance to experiment, if you will, and meet all sorts of new and interesting, different people. You did quite a bit more experimenting than I did. A lot more experimenting. You are like a scientist. Beakers... But obviously I'm cool with that, cause the thing is, I think, we're stronger as a result. But here's the thing, Marnie... it's been two years. That's a lot of time off. And I'm ready for some time on. I miss you. I miss us. I got something for you.
[pulls out earring box]
Kirk: What do you think?
Stainer: Aww, man, it's depressing. I mean, it's really depressing. It's horrible to watch you like this.
Devon: I think it's really pretty. How's it work?
[opens box]
Devon: Oh...
Jack: What the hell is that?
Kirk: I got it for Valentine's Day, right before she broke up with me. Stainer, I know you don't like her very much.
Stainer: No, no, I hate her. In fact, the day that you broke up with her, I marked that down in my calendar as a day of rejoicement. I'm gonna celebrate it with a cake with her face on it, but instead of eating it, I'm gonna smash it. OK? You can do a lot better. You deserve a lot better, Kirky.
Kirk: I thank you. But, I've seen what's out there and I don't think it gets any better.
Jack: When have you been out there? When have you left the apartment?
Kirk: I went out on four different dates, with three girls and that guy. I don't know what his intentions were, but it's fine. We had a great conversation. I think he was just looking for a friend.
Jack: Do you know what your problem is, Kirk?
Kirk: What?
Jack: You're a moodle.
Kirk: A moodle?
Jack: A man poodle. Girls, they wanna take you out on a walk. They wanna feed you, they wanna cuddle you, but make no mistake, no girl wants to do the moodle.
Stainer: No one would ever fuck a moodle.
Jack: No, he's right. I'm telling you, if you wanna get Marney back, she has got to believe that from the second she broke up with you, your life has been a non-stop snatch parade.
Devon: Or... you could just be who you are. Why can't that be good enough?
Stainer: [holding earring box] Why don't you just put your fucking balls in here?
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Stainer: Okay, anyway... I love Kirky, but let's face it, the guy's a five.
Devon: Stainer, that's just a dirty pool. He's at least a six.
Stainer: A six? Alright you go ahead and pump rainbows into his asshole. I'm just being honest.
Jack: Come on, cut him some slack. Look. Half a point cause he's a nice guy. Right? And he's funny, so that's half a point each. That brings him to six. Devon's right.
Stainer: But he drives a shitbox, deduct a point. Take a point off.
Kirk: Wait, what's wrong with my Neon?
Stainer: Oh, I don't know, except the people who make that car don't even like it. So, we're back to a five.
Jack: Five.
Stainer: Meanwhile, this Molly, is a hard ten. And that five point disparity, that's a chasm. Chasm? Chasm. You can't jump more than two points.
Kirk: Where do you get this shit?
Stainer: Trust me, Kirk. I can't even get a ten.
Jack: [chuckles] Oh. Not even you, huh?
Stainer: I'm a six! OK?
Jack: Bullshit, you're a six. Then what am I?
Stainer: You're an eight.
Jack: OK, you're a six then.
Stainer: But I get a one point bump cause I'm in a band.
Kirk: Stainer, you're in a Hall and Oats cover band. I'm pretty sure that's a deduction.
Stainer: Adult Education is a tribute band. So that puts me back at seven. On a good day, the best I can bag is a nine.
Kirk: What about your crappy car?
Stainer: Artist's exemption. I'm expected to have a shitty car.
Jack: Is there an artist exemption for talking out your ass?
Stainer: Yeah, it's called being a rock star, Jack! Look it up in the dictionary. It's right next to "fuck you!"
Devon: I think this system's ridiculous. All right? If someone really loves you, then you are a ten.
Jack: My God. What are you... Are you Hannah Montanna? Because nothing you are saying right now is of any help to Kirk.



Kirk: Devon, why would you tell her that I broke up with Molly?
Devon: Cause I thought you had.
Kirk: No. We're just in a sticky wicket.
Stainer: A "sticky wicket"?
Kirk: Yeah. A rough patch. Rough pumpkins.
Stainer: And how many times have you called her?
Kirk: Five.
Stainer: And how many times have you really called her?
Kirk: Seventeen.
Stainer: It's done. Tao of Love.
Kirk: What?
Stainer: That's what I call it. The Tao of Love. You being with Molly defies, like, forces of nature. It's over man.
Kirk: No. It's not over. Frankly, I'm sick of all you guys pretending like you know where I'm coming from. None of you know what I'm going through right now.
Stainer: Tina Jordan does.
Kirk: Who the hell is Tina Jordan?
Stainer: She was my Molly.
Kirk: You never mentioned her.
Stainer: I didn't want to jinx it. But she was perfect. Yeah, perfect. Freckled shoulders. Anyway, two months into it, bam, she dumps me. I shoulda seen it coming too, cause she was a ten. Like a hard ten. I was a six, possibly a seven. Either way, I couldn't cover the spread. The universe spoke and I was depressed for months.
Kirk: That's what that was? You said you had mono.
Stainer: Yeah. Mono of the heart.
Jack: OK, my God, how's your vagina?
Stainer: Shut up, Jack!
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Jack: Dude, forget Stainer. All right? I think you could get her back.
Stainer: OK, then why don't you look Kirk in the eyes and tell him that you believe he's gonna end up with Molly. Just tell him that.
Jack: Fine. Kirky, I truly believe that... I mean, I think anything is possible.
Kirk: "Anything is possible"?
Devon: Come on! Like there's a million examples of guys like Kirky ending up with a beautiful woman.
Stainer: Such as?
Devon: Lyle Lovett and Julia Roberts.
Jack: Right. Richie Sambora and Heather Locklear. Then he went on to Denise Richards.
Stainer: All recording artists. Normal rules don't apply to those guys. Kirk, as soon as you record an album and it goes platinum, you can push your meat into any human being you want.
Jack: OK, OK, OK. King Kong and Naomi Watts.
Stainer: They never consummated. Totally platonic relationship.
Jack: Stephen Hawking and his lady nurse.
Stainer: He's the master of space and time. He knows about black holes and shit.
Devon: What about the President of France and that girl that went out with Mick Jagger.
Stainer: He knows about wine. And he has a french accent. He could probably French kiss like a motherfucker.
Devon: Wait a second... The Beast.
Stainer: Who?
Devon: The Beast from Beauty and the Beast. Beast won Beauty's love and he wasn't rich or a recording artist. Though, he did have an amazing voice.
Stainer: OK, Devon, that's a cartoon. But yes, that's one. One out of a million.
Devon: You know what, Stainer? All it takes is one. Man, you... You guys sit here and talk about relationships but the truth is, I'm the only one here that's married. Yeah, and I'm tired of you guys busting my nuggets cause I've only been with one girl. It's cause she was the right girl! That's why I married her! So, Kirky, let me tell you something, if Molly is the right girl, that's all that matters. You just, you stand up. You stand up. You get in front of her. You get right in her grill and you say, "Hey, I am Kirk Kettner, and I am right here, standing in front of you... right here. Here I am." Something like that.
Stainer: Power of love.
Jack: Very... perfect.
Kirk: Beautiful.
Devon: Thank you. I was in debate, junior/senior year. I don't know if you guys remember that.



Kirk: I've seen what is out there and I don't think it gets any better.
Jack: When have you been out there? When have you left the apartment?
Kirk: I went out on 4 different dates. With 3 girls and that guy... I... I don't know what his intentions were but it is fine. We had a great conversation. He was just looking for a friend.
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Mr. Fuller: Thanks for coming in Kirkner.
Kirk: Sorry I'm late Fuller.
Mr. Fuller: You better have a damn good excuse.
Kirk: Nope.
Mr. Fuller: Take a second? Make something up?
Kirk: Nope
Mr. Fuller: Interesting.


Museum Director: Can I see your invitation?
Kirk: Can I see your invitation?
Devon: Probably not the best thing to say to the Museum Director.
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Stainer: Kirk that Molly girl is insanely hot.
Kirk: Yeah I know.
Stainer: So you know whats happening? She is setting you up with the bitchy friend. Which will be perfect for you because you like bitches.
Kirk: That's fine Patty is not a bitch. She's... uh... just different.
Stainer: Yeah different in that she is a bitch and other people aren't.



Stainer: Okay now I know you've gone crazy. You are telling me the hottest chick I've ever met in my life wants you, and the hamburglar wasn't into me? Listen to yourself... FUCK YOU.
Devon: It is a pretty impressive catch Kirkey.
Stainer: Yeah the day that happens is the day Jack sleeps with your wife.
Stainer: What? Did that already happen?
Devon: We weren't technically dating yet.
Stainer: My bad.
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Stainer: A 6? Alright you go ahead and pump rainbows into his asshole. I'm just being honest.
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Stainer: But he drives a shit box so you have to deduct a point.
Kirk: What is wrong with my neon?
Stainer: Oh I don't know except the people who make that car don't even like it.
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Jack: Is there an artist exemption for talking out your ass?
Stainer: Yeah it's called being a rock star Jack! Look it up in the dictionary next to fuck you.
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Devon: Hey did she say anything about Wendy thinking I'm hot?
Kirk: No.
Devon: Shoot, I wonder if she is on Facebook?
Kirk: Devin you're on Facebook?
Devon: Yeah... I got like 37 friends.
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Kirk: She is coming to lunch with my parents on Sunday.
Stainer: That takes care of that, 20 minutes with your family and she will file a restraining order. We're safe.
Devon: Hey did she say anything about Wendy? You know... like about me?
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Kirk: This is when you say Hi Molly.
Dylan: Who are you?
Kirk: She is Molly.
Ron: Why is she here?
Kirk: She came with me.
Dylan: Did you hit her car or something?
Kirk: Jesus... No but thank you for asking.
Dylan: Are you a social worker?
Molly: Nope
Dylan: Aw shit are we being evicted?
Dylan: Are you a hooker?
Debbie: Dylan!
Dylan: Or a prostitute I mean?
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Ron: Come on in for a dip girl.
Molly: Oh no, I don't even have a bathing suit.
Dylan: You can wear your underwear. It's just like a bikini it covers all the good shit.
Ron: Yeah underwear is fine.
Marnie: RON!
Ron: It's like what they did in the old days.
Molly: Underwear would be fine if I were wearing any.



Dylan: Fuck it! This floor is slippery. These shoes are fucked for this.
Mr. Kettner: Dylan sportsmanship!
Dylan: Fuck You!
Mrs. Kettner: Timeout.
Dylan: You guys take a timeout for being assholes.
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Kirk: What is he? A dog or a fucking horse?
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Kirk: How is this not gay?
Devon: I think there is nothing gay about it. The fact you are letting a straight married man shave your testicles. I think that makes you one of my most macho guys alive.



Stainer: Fuller, you have a choice. You can step aside. Or you can fight me. If that is how you want to go, I warn you, I will go dark side. Okay? I will rip out your hair. I will bite your chin off. And I will stab you in the eyes with confiscated scissors. Because I'm an insane mother fucker. You know that from the break room. What's it going to be?
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Patty: How the fuck did you get my number?
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Kirk: Hello?
Patty: Who's this?
Kirk: I don't know, maybe the guy with the new iPhone. Who's this?
Patty: Ah, I don't know, maybe your worst fucking nightmare...



Stainer: Hey, Kirk, um, my shift doesn't start for another half-hour, but, I was so excited, so uh, I came early.
Jack: Yeah, and it was weird, he said he was really excited, and so he came early.
Stainer: Yeah. Has that ever happened to you? You're so excited about something that, you come early, you know?
Kirk: Jesus Christ Devon, you're Fort Knox over here. Thank you very much.

Close Your Eyes and Think

I wanna be with you 'though i am far away..
So i'm making myself visible in every possible way..
Remember my face, close your eyes and think..
I'll hug you from behind while you're doin the dishes by the sink..
I'll be with you in the sofa, while we watch our favorite tv program..
I'll be the melody from the guitar with your every strum..
I'll be the music that you listen to, i'll be in every song..
We're miles apart, but i'll be with you and it won't be long..
I'll be the sunlight that will greet you every morning as you wake up..
I'll be the mirror that will tell you you're beautiful with or without you're make up..
Maybe we're far away and all we can do is to imagine..
It's like you're my superwoman and you save me from the dungeon..
So while we're not together,just close ur eyes and think,,
that im with you at the dining table, happily eating and sharing drinks..
I'll stand by you in the bathroom sharing some intimate scenes..
I'm not gonna spill the details cos u probably know what i mean.. :)
i'll be with you in the bedroom, cuddling and snuggling on your bed..
We may not be physically together, but we shared those moments in our head..
As you go to sleep, i'll hug u tight and i'll kiss you..
I close my eyes and think about you everytime i miss you..
We will be together,i know and its just a matter of days and hours..
We will shut the world outside and we'll build ours..
we may not be together right now and i can't be there today,,
just close ur eyes, think of me.. And you'll see, i'm not that far away..


"i'll see you"

>>vhonskall
05.02.2011